poorly attempts to justify his wolf obsession...
A long time ago, back when I just started out on deviantart, I befriended this one deviant who goes by the name of . I really liked this one Zootopia she made of this OC she created, a wolf named Garrett Grey. As a matter of fact, I was obsessed with him. I looked in her gallery and found out she had only 2 images of him. We were friends for some time, and I told her I liked what she drew, but then I started telling her she should start drawing Garrett Grey again. Then it started getting out of hand. I kept telling her over and over again, "When are you going to start drawing Garrett Grey again? You should draw him again, I like him, I want you to start drawing him again, and so on, and so forth."
So, you admit that cared only for her Zootopian wolf OC. You did not care about her other art. I bet politely asked you to stop, but you never paid it any mind because you only cared for her wolf OC. You never acknowledged her other art or talents, no wonder she left you. If you keep that up then the cycle will repeat itself.
Then, one day, I left a comment on one of her other artworks (I can't remember which one), but then when I submitted the comment, I got a message saying, and I quote,
"You can't post a comment here. This artist has blocked you."
That's when I realized I pushed her too far.
Slow on the uptake, you are.
She blocked me, terminated our friendship, removed me from her life completely, all because I pushed her to do what I asked of her.
Then, after a while, I found out that she not only blocked me, but also deleted her ZOOTOPIA OC. I looked in Google images, and typed in every possible key word into the search bar, nothing related to Garrett Gray came up. It's as if my actions had completely erased him from existence.
Are you so surprised? You constantly harassed her over her own character which you were downright obsessed with and are even now. She had every right to terminate that “friendship” because it wasn’t even a real bond; you showed her that you just cared for her character and not her. It was also her art, so she had every right to erase it. I bet seeing it brought back bad memories for her so she did so to move on. You have no one to blame, but yourself; little boy.
Which begs the question:
I now long for the opportunity to apologize to , telling her to please put the drawing of her Zootopia OC back online, so that I may look at them in peace, knowing that I have managed to succeed in redeeming myself, and wait patiently for the day to come when she finally decides to draw him again.
Again, all you hope to see is that one OC. You don’t give a care about her other work or talents. You also speak of only you seeing it when I am sure countless other people love it too. You won’t be able to see them in “peace” because everyone here on DA has the right to see it. How do you see THAT as redeeming yourself? You are wasting your time waiting as she most likely won’t be coming back after that.
If one of 's watchers/friends is reading this, could you please tell her that I am so sorry for the I treated her? I was ignorant and overly obsessed, and I was a total jerk to her, and I feel so guilty because of it. All I wanted was to see more drawings of Garrett Gray, but now, all I ask of is forgiveness, and for the already existing drawings to be put back online.
Just please, tell her I'm sorry.
If does not want to associate with you anymore then it is her choice to do so. Time does not heal all wounds. You are still obsessed as you spoke of seeing her character again throughout this entry. You are still a thin-skinned jerk who cannot take criticism and loves having the final say on everything. Do you really feel any real guilt over it? Unless you can show SOLID proof of your claims then you will be seen as a liar. At the end, you still just want to see the drawings and not a true friendship with her. Tell her yourself that you are sorry and actually prove it yourself instead of getting her friends to do it for you, little wolfaboo.